goodbye blogger.

18 more days

i cant wait for conference: 1) i get to get out of this place 2) i get to go to arizona, i think ive been there before...but it was just to see the grand canyon 3) i get to see my sisters 4) get to meet some sisters from all over the country 5) party bus???...never been on one of those 6) a water park...i havent been to one of those in years 7) after conference, stay in SD for awhile...not sure how long yet im gonna stay 8) finally have some fun this summer

okay janina...here it is

i dont have that many songs....

Total volume of music files on my computer:
188 songs. 948.4 MB...haha! im not even a gig.
i think i am the winner of who has the LEAST music on their computer!

Five songs I listen to a lot, or that mean a lot to me:
1. Mars Volta - Cicatriz Esp: I just love how weird they sound. And the guy has such a pretty lady voice. haha
2. Does He Love You? - Rilo Kiley: Anson you got me hooked on it. I bought their cd.
3. The New Year - Death Cab for Cutie: my fave song from them, i like the video for it too, i like the lyrics, and I LOVE the drum part for it.
4. Such Great Heights - Postal Service: i like singing along to this song. its my fave song by them
5. See You in the Shallows - Thrice: Out of all these bands, Ive liked Thrice the longest and this is my favorite song from them. alot of memories of driving to places with this song playing...

Five people to whom I’m passing the baton:
whoever even reads this

here is yours

SHOUT OUT TO JANINA...A NINJA...BECAUSE YOU ROCK.

YOU ROCK!

oh girlfriend, what would i do without you?

haha.

i feel better when we go through the same things, cuz it sucks to feel this stuff by yourself.

"Hey, what troubles you? She said: I'm surprised you noticed"

im really bitter. im bitter that i practically have no friends here. im seriously waiting for one of those weekends where somebody i know is coming to the bay and im waiting for the end of june or july or mid july or whenever the hell it is when some other people are coming and actually staying for the rest of summer.

seriously, i used to be fine alone. now i hate it. its aggravating. i miss san diego just cuz i know more people there. and if i wanted, i could call up people to hang out. here...well, yea i can call up like 2 or 3 people, and the odds usually are that theyre busy.

i used to rarely ever call people to hang out back then. i used to be very anti-social. and that ruined me b/c i have NO FRIENDS HERE! i never really did. GEERGKDJLIEFJLOWSDLAS im fucking mad at myself.

UGH. im really over this place. im over it. i want to leave! the only thing keeping me here is chris.

somebody fucking come to the bay.

i wish i could turn my brain off.

milpitas

oh, by the way im home. me and my cousin, kathy, drove up last night. we got here like at almost 3 in the morning.