goodbye

i am EXTREMELY SAD.

im sitting in the middle of my COMPLETELY empty room (except for me and my laptop). and this is SO SAD. i will NEVER be here again.

im going to miss anson and samm. even though anson bugs the hell out of me i will miss him. and i will probably never ever see samm again. she went to disneyland today and i didnt get to say goodbye. =( and im just getting to know her, and shes gonna stay in minnesota and not come back to state in the fall. i so regret not knowing her better. its not going to be the same. even though anson will always be there, i know our friendship wont be the same. we'll both be busy and i fear that we'll eventually grow apart.

there've been a lot of memories here in this room. and apartment. im fucking sad.

with this other current thing going on, im even sadder. ive had a dull ache in my chest for the past couple days and this is just making it even bigger and heavier.

i dont want to leave.

goodbye heatherwood (my apartment complex). you were good to me, except for the mold. and goodbye samm, i wish you the best in minnesota. bye anson, ill prob see you this weekend.

and im out this bitch.