"Hey, what troubles you? She said: I'm surprised you noticed"

im really bitter. im bitter that i practically have no friends here. im seriously waiting for one of those weekends where somebody i know is coming to the bay and im waiting for the end of june or july or mid july or whenever the hell it is when some other people are coming and actually staying for the rest of summer.

seriously, i used to be fine alone. now i hate it. its aggravating. i miss san diego just cuz i know more people there. and if i wanted, i could call up people to hang out. here...well, yea i can call up like 2 or 3 people, and the odds usually are that theyre busy.

i used to rarely ever call people to hang out back then. i used to be very anti-social. and that ruined me b/c i have NO FRIENDS HERE! i never really did. GEERGKDJLIEFJLOWSDLAS im fucking mad at myself.

UGH. im really over this place. im over it. i want to leave! the only thing keeping me here is chris.

somebody fucking come to the bay.